So It Goes
This has been one thing that M. has been trying to get me to do. To remember.
I hope that by the end of these 31 days I wil have my letter down and forgotten.
One Day At A Time
Do you ever have conversations...by yourself? I do. A lot! And with technology the way it is today, I don't look crazy anymore. Though the times that I'm bawling in my car while driving probably doesn't look good to those driving past me. In my conversations I 1) talk to God and 2) have conversations with myself about something that is bothering. You can imagine just how many conversations I've had recently. When I talk with God, I picture Him in my passenger seat. I turn and look as if a physical body were right there. The peace that I feel with that picture is so overwhelming. When I'm done talking, the hardest part for me comes next; listening.
Now it's His turn to talk. His turn to lay it out there for me to hear. Sometimes He doesn't say but a word. Sometimes it's the comfort I feel in my heart. And sometimes I hear His heart poured out for me. He's there holding my hand...EVERYDAY! He knows the outcome and He's walking right beside me. He'll never leave and that's the most stability I will ever know. I say that because our friends and families can and will disappoint us, but God never does. He's only got the best in mind. Now right now I'm trying to figure out what "the best" is, but it's slowly unraveling.